She's rejected me several times, would this time be different?

I am sorry it's an essay, but I think the details are important. I met her about 6 months ago. We got close. She models, traveling 2-3 days a week. But spends a lot of time with me (a lot of dinners) when she's here. Then I told her how I felt. She said there's no future because of our different religions. I told her we should distance ourselves, and although we left the restaurant together, she was crying.



Her friend called me and told me she had been crying for days, so I called and said we could try being friends. Well being friends doesn't work. We've had 3 breaks from being "friends". The last one she wanted a 2 week break. Saying, she's so overwhelmed with our friendship. That she thinks we should only hang out in groups (we have no mutual friends), and not do anything personal for each other anymore.



So our break ends, and we got close again. Now every other night she crawls into bed, and we talk for hours on the phone before she falls asleep. Before she left for NYC this weekend. She asked if I wanted to come with her to a religious event of hers. I told her yes, but I am Christian, and not looking to convert. She said she's not asking me to, she just wants me more involved in her life. She was really happy I said yes. After that, she asked if I wanted to get dinner on Tuesday, and watch a movie on Monday. I said sure, even though the only time I asked her to the movies, she told me "no" because she hated movies and always fell asleep. Yesterday I get the text "Hey my plane just landed. I wanted to tell you that I am excited and looking forward to going to the movies on Monday!"



I really do care a lot about her. I've tried dating other girls. But it always comes back to her. But I don't want to constantly go in the on/off relationship, it's not healthy. She's rejected me so many times...am I crazy to think this time it might be different?She's rejected me several times, would this time be different?
She does like you, but i get where she is coming from. I would have a 'serious' chat with her about where your relationship is heading. If you guys can't be together, being friends could be really painful for the both of you. I think in your situation, it's all or nothing.She's rejected me several times, would this time be different?
Take from the relationship only what it has to offer.She's rejected me several times, would this time be different?
just give it up
Religion is important to many people..not to say taht you should consider changing your of course! (especially just coz of her), but in the long run though it sounds tough, i dont see it working. Shes obviouslys et on not being with you due to the difference in reliion and since thats not changing, nor will her thoughts